Beginnings, Again.

Here is an old quote from David Lynch's Twin Peaks - it still makes me chuckle:

Deputy Andy Brennan to his girlfriend: "Listen, the Tacoma Sperm Bank was looking for donors. Naturally, I applied because it was my civic duty... and I like whales. A routine physical revealed that I was sterile. Sure I thought that meant that I didn't have to take a bath. But then they told me the truth. Cheryl, I can't have babies. So how are you pregnant?"

It was the early 1990s and I found myself single again in my mid-30s. There was a lot of strangeness in my life during that period of time. Art was imitating life: the TV show Twin Peaks was very popular. The show was set in the Northwest so we thought we had a special bond with the log lady and Agent Cooper. Having lost all my local friends in the divorce settlement, I made new friends. Sunday evenings we would have "damn good pie and coffee" parties and watch the show. It felt good to have friends who didn't know what kind of horrible manipulative monster I was according to documents filed with the court.

Of course I still had my best friend and his wife - they were mine pursuant to the prenuptial agreement. It was always good to be with them but they were not local so we saw each other only infrequently. And don't forget, common use of email, text messaging and blogs was still a decade away. As a faculty member of two universities I had two email accounts but no one to whom I could send email.

My new friends permitted me a measure of catharsis that would not have been available with my family or even Andrew, my favorite bartender at Duke's where I ate dinner at the bar 3 or 4 nights a week. These were people my age who were on the verge of growing up, but not quite ready to strap on the spouse, kids and/or mortgage. And there I was, their new friend. I had done all those things and I had been spewn back into their world, like Jonah from the fish.

While I do not endorse over-indulgence in tobacco or liquor, things really did seem okay on the front porch of my fellow WC alum's home, enjoying that fine buzz that only Scotch can give when combined with the oxygen deprivation of a good cigar. (Our friend the Yak prompted this memory when suggesting we smoke one in my garage next time he is in town to show our SC solidarity.) We solved many of the world's problems, and all of our own, as the sky turned from pink to purple to black.

Through these friends, I made other friends, some of whom had grown up in the same small town as the Yak and his family. As Steven Wright says, "it's a small world, but I wouldn't want to paint it."

Starbucks was moments from erupting. Every street corner sported a latte cart and the owner/operator knew you and your drink order. It was generally thought that, if you could scrape together enough cash buy a cart, you could work short days and make great money. Like I said, the Starbucks eruption had yet to wipe out these hopeful entrepreneurs.

My office was on the third floor of a five-story historic building in Pioneer Square where Darrin McGavin (r.i.p.) as Carl Kolchak hunted underground for The Night Strangler, and paved the way for Mulder and Scully. Each morning the entryway smelled of the bleach used to clean the fetid aroma of urine that clung to the person who had slept and relieved himself there. The interior walls were oak paneled and exposed brick; an open-cage elevator ornamented with brass traveled slowly between floors. It was a small office; all together there were five of us.

It was December 5th, 1991, the week after Thanksgiving. The phone rang, and Joyce said, "the Pierce County Coroner is on line one." I picked up the phone and said my name. The voice on the other end of the line said, "What do you want us to do with the body?"

to be continued . . .

Captain's Blog: Stardate 2943.5

OGWND here. I am taking the day off: no blogging , no posting, no work. A long weekend!

Feel free to use the comments section below to pretend you have your own blog.

Coming Out

I've been living a lie, but have yet to break up any dirty dishes and throw them away.

Sorry. Let me start over.

I've been living a lie. The SC does smoke - I have seen him with my own eyes. Yakimaniac is, well, let's just say that I read the book* and his name accurately reflects his true self. Even Shilohman has not veiled himself (notwithstanding the Biblical roots of the word "Shiloh," to aboriginal Americans the phrase Shi'i Loah meant "many, many words.")

I have not had a glass of wine since starting this blog.

Until I do, my wine consumption can hardly be called occasional which means "occurring now and then." There was a then, really. I distinctly remember the last glass of wine I had. Actually, it was a tumbler of wine, but why split hairs? The point is that, until I have another glass of wine, the title of this blog is deceptive. We all picture in our minds the SC pouring over his keyboard in his Fullerton garage, surrounded by a blue haze of cigarette smoke. You may have pictured me in an expensive suit lounging in a leather chair at some exclusive club (not Sandy's) sipping a fine Cabernet while dictating my blog entries to Ms. Perkins, my faithful and longsuffering personal assistant.

That picture is false my friends! Put it right out of your minds. There is no "fine Cabernet" in my hand. It is a quaich full of 16 year-old Caol Ila. Truth be told, I wanted to use The Frequent Imbiber of Single Malt Scotch Guy, but that name was taken. OGWND was my second choice.

Now you know. I feel better for coming clean and I hope you do too!




Ms. Perkins, please proof this draft, make a hard copy for the file and publish this post immediately. Then call the steward, my glass is empty.

*(Woodbridge, S. The Secret Files of Clarence Wyngarten, M.D., Chicago: Crossway Books, 1979)

Sandy on Line One

She called. Every good spy calls back. The voice mail she left tossed out the either/or question of whether I had called and/or whether she had missed my call. Ironically, my fitness level has increased tremendously since I started walking two blocks out of my way to avoid passing the fitness club and possibly encountering Sandy or one of her fellow employees who are undoubtedly carrying my photo with orders to "be on the look out for."

Sadly, I have no plausible excuse to offer her. My wife is encouraging me to pursue this mad affair with fitness, claiming that only benefits to my well-being and our relationship can result. I am so tempted and yet, when I pick up the phone to call Sandy, a vision of Grant passes before my eyes.

Yes, friend, the OGWND hides many dark and loathsome secrets in his breast. One of these secrets is a former membership in another fitness facility. Each morning I would rise before dawn and go to "the club." I quickly fell into a routine that, while not conducive to fitness, was nonetheless a very enjoyable way to start the day. First the steam room, then a shave, then the sauna, a cold shower, another steam followed by a cleansing shower. By the time I was done I was limp as a rag, every bit of phlegm had been expelled from my lungs and I was ready for my Starbucks coffee and cinnamon scone.

The only blemish on this otherwise perfect start to the day was Grant. Grant was a heavily muscled Asian power lifter who did double duty at the club as personal trainer and front counter guy. Every morning he would flip me two towels with a questioning look that said "working out today you pathetic tubby weakling?" Then, on my way, out he would almost perceptibly shake his head in disgust. I don't know if Sandy's club has a Grant, but now that I am walking those extra blocks I don't have the energy to find out.

I am still casting about for a real good excuse to give Sandy. In the meantime, thank goodness for caller ID.

Somebody should check to see if Jerry and Tim are still here

Two headlines caught my eye this morning. I think it was my right eye. Here they are:

"Afghan Christian Convert is Released, Then Vanishes"
"Wanted Nigerian Warlord Disappears in Nigeria"

I am not overly concerned about these two headlines as it is my steadfast belief that the rapture will be a bit more widespread. However, last Wednesday seven members of Sierra Leone's Commonwealth Games team went missing. The exact quote from the Melbourbne police was, "Six athletes and a weightlifter from Sierra Leone have gone missing." Evidently weightlifters are not athletes, or at least this one was not.

Tomorrow there will be a solar eclipse - coincidence? I think not. The eclipse will spawn the "largest and biggest event in the history of Libyan tourism" according to the Libyan Deputy Tourism Minister. Coincidence? Again, I think not. You factor in the mysterious death today of Caspar Weinberger along with the announcement that George Clooney has agreed to do Ocean's 13 and I think maybe something is going on. Something big.